They sentenced me to twenty years of boredom. For trying to change the system from within.
I don’t fall asleep. I get beaten unconscious by my inner demons.
I hate waking up early in the morning to do something I hate at a place I don’t want to be.
I hate working a job to pay for things I don’t need and to be robbed by a corrupt and backwards government that does not care for you, or me but rather for their own benefits.
I hate studying and being judged by subjectivity and having my life options narrowed by the grade I get on a given day.
I hate working till late at night and then feeling guilty doing something I actually enjoy in my time before I sleep.
I hate going to bed and calculating how much sleep I need to get so that I will have energy tomorrow to do more things I hate doing.
I hate how most of us will do things we hate until we are too old and weak to continue.
I hate how the old and weak are pushed out of sight and how they are too frail to enjoy whatever years they have left.
I hate how the system fucks us all until we die.
why thank you anon
I think today ended rather well. I didnt end up stabbing a dozen people at uni responsible for closing down 3 car parks and making me miss an entire class (which i pay for), wasting my petrol (which i pay for), wasting my time and royally pissing me off. So the fact that i am not shot dead or in jail right now confirms that today ended well, for the cunts at uni..